Tehran-Korean author Baek Se-Hee’s 2018 book, “I Want Want Want Die Want Eat Tteokbokki,” was recently published by Tehran’s Milkan Publications.
This book has been translated into Persian by Alezu Shantiai.
“I want to die, but I want to eat Tteokbokki,” he records her candid conversations with her psychiatrist about her ongoing struggle with depression, particularly with her collapse, exploring broader themes related to mental health, femininity, trauma and self-identity.
Since its first self-publishing, the memoir has been an astonishing success, becoming a bestseller across Korea, translated into 25 languages, and sold over a million copies worldwide. In 2022, the English version translated by Anton Herr was released, further expanding its global reach.
This memoir is centered around Baek’s recorded conversations with her psychiatrist, and gives an intimate look at her diagnosis and personal experiences of depression. In addition to these dialogues, Baek includes reflection essays on mental health, romantic relationships, women’s social expectations, and personal trauma, providing a fusion of narrative and analysis aimed at normalizing discussions about mental illness.
Critics responded to the book with mixed reviews. Kirkus’ review pointed out its universality despite its cultural details, but the publisher criticized some parts as somewhat robust and lacking involvement in serious issues. Nevertheless, many praise Bek’s integrity and openness, while Kathmandu’s posts highlight the fascinating nature of her real experience.
Internationally, the book was seen as a groundbreaking ground for South Korea’s work addressing mental health with such heartbreaking and challenging stereotypes and biases. The success of the memoir was further amplified by the approval of prominent figures such as BTS Leader RM, driving its global popularity.
Recognised by outlets such as The New York Times, Foyles and Book Riot, this memoir is listed among the must-sees of various literary circles. Its influence extends beyond literature and contributes to the ongoing conversations about mental health awareness in Korea and around the world.
In 2019, Baek announced the sequel, “I Want to Die, but I Still Want to Eat Tteokbokki 2.” Additionally, the sequel, translated into English by HuR in 2024, maintains the candid tone of the original and deepens Baek’s exploration of mental health journey. The success of her memoir highlights the power of honest storytelling to deprive the fate that hinders mental health issues and promote a wider social understanding.
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